DOZED AND BLESSED

- June 29, 2019

Conscious about the world being so rude to you then just remember the zest your family made in you to make you feel cozy inside a cold shelf of ice. There are times it makes you feel gradually loosing the inner you then i must say remember the memories you made in past . I am sorry everything taught to you as a child , will never really be applied in this broken arbitrage but still a feeling should always be in yourself of conquering it. It has always been programmed that your mind will grow as you will, it has never been clear why don't our unconscious mind help us while in grief.

Sometimes i have sort of cringe in myself when i see a child being disrespectful because he is not able to cope with personal attacks given to him by others but then i thank to ‘Him‘ for giving such en-courageous and crazy ones to me. Sometimes you might get dozed and fluffed on being given a lot more than you need but that's not the reason you are been gifted , the reason is to provide others what you have actually got (i am referring to the help you have got not by money or any external things i meant the mental and psychological help you got).

Let's come on the point i have been blabbering in the above sentences , Over here i meant by friends and mentors. Isn't it wonderful that we find a bunch of friends around us like literally speaking i have got a plenty of. Friends here and there but i still talk to the ones who are closest and understands me a slightly better. To be honest the friends which are made through random talks are mostly the best ones. But it is not always sure that the may last longer because of the fear of loosing them will make you more uncomfortable and may disturb your mind set. Then there comes our mentors , who said mentors can't. Be friends (obviously no one its just for making a bit 😅😅).

There was a guy named Van Gogh who wanted his art to portray the great themes of life like love , hope , friends and most importantly. Support . Being crucial in some ways and and being happy too is also a theory which we will never be able to understand.

A master once said to me that i cry a lot but then he asked me why do i cry when he/she(master) is there i replied because i feel a bit cosy when i am in his surroundings and feel like expressing myself and my inner anxieties to (master).